10 things
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 / 9:38 PM
The title about was kindly given by you. Thanks, you. (:

10 things about what you might ask?
I'm thinking about that as I am typing this.


Hmm...









Okay, I've got something.
10 things that I miss about Brunei:
1. Home. Yes, I do miss my home very much. All this time I took privacy for granted. Not caring actually. But here, gosh, privacy seems like the first essential thing that I would love to have back.
2. The food. Sure, the food here is quite okay, but I miss my Grandma's pinyaram, apam, karipap and all those nyummy Bruneian food you can't find here. Ambuyat is excluded.
3. Nikki the cat. I miss you, you old geezer you. Selalu menyamal tu kucing ah. He's a fluffy, white Persian cat with a short temper. Very cute when he looks up to you with those bright blue eyes. (: He's currently at my Grandma's house. He's still mad at how things are, he thinks we've abandoned him. Pandai menjaling lagi tu. Seriously. Pemarah.
4. School life. Oh this I miss the most. I've poured out quite a lot on this one in one of the previous posts.
5. Going out. This one's another one. I really miss going out with my BFFs, boyfriend and with the others of course. (:
6. Late night calls from him. ): Dulu everynight.
7. Rumah Nini Mentiri. I miss the gatherings we have at Mentiri. I miss chit-chatting with the cousins. Sighh. I really miss you guys. Want me to mention names?Nurul, Amal, Shikin, Erah, Pik and Iyul. Not forgetting my cute lil' cousins. (:
8. Going out for newly released movies with the fam. We used to go out for movies at the Mall. Esp when one of them wants to really watch it at the cinemas.
9. Dynasty for breakfast. Aher aher baru tah selalu.. Pasal babah baru cuti. Before that he was too busy for us.
10. Open house for Raya. Every year, we always hold two open houses. One for family, another for our friends and Dad's colleagues. Ahh~ memories.
Upon his request
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 / 7:15 PM
You asked me to do a bit of blogging tonight. But you didn't give me any ideas. Thank you, you. (: Let's blog about you then. I never get tired of blogging about you anyway, so might as well.

You are now 24, coming 25 this November. You are very tall in my opinion. You have a great bod. (Y) You've got that cute chuckle I love. You've got that smile which made me fall for you in the first place. You have a great sense of humor. You love slow r'n b songs. You are currently into photography. You always smell nice when I'm around. (: You understand me. You care for me. You'd risk anything just to see me smile. You treat me like no guy has ever treated me before. You look into my eyes when you say those three words. You call me up every night before we went to bed back in Brunei. You were willing to take that chance of having a LDR with that little time we spent to get to know each other before I left.

You made me realize that having just one really is enough. You make me fall for you each passing day, like its the very first time. You think about the future with me in it. You made me think of putting this all down in this post. You make me cry whenever I dream about you leaving me. You make me wanna cry whenever we have webcam sessions, I can see your face but I can't touch it. You make me go, "Haha. Thats really cute." when you make that kiddy face at me. You spoil moments like when I'm being sappy about you, but not all the time, like I said, GREAT sense of humor. Best of all, you love me. And I know you know i do too.

Notice that the fonts in pink? Your new favourite colour. ;DD
My chick's bday
/ 11:10 AM
Happy 18th Birthday Baby!
Have a great one. I'm so thankful to have you as my bestfriend. Always been there for me through thick and thin. Thank you. (: I love you chica.
My Batman. (:
Saturday, April 25, 2009 / 11:45 PM
Meet my very own Batman!;DD Haha. Well, at least he's got the mask thing down.
I love you Batman. (:

The list
Friday, April 24, 2009 / 9:58 PM
I asked Ariff to list down things that he wants to do when i get back home. (:

(1:08 PM) SF07.: 1- Hug u ever so tite fer at least 2 hours without letting go. 2- Give u ur prezzies ( i've got surprises fer u too u know) :P. 3- stare at u all nite. 4- bring u out to the beach n just spend time with u there. 5- eat out at a nice place n watch u eat. 6- take loads of pics with u everywhere we go. 7- *Has been deleted by me.* 8- do my best to make u smile everytime i'm with
u..
hehe
that's just a few of wat i cud think of
:P
(1:08 PM) aiien: hahhaha
aww
(1:09 PM) aiien: thats a thousand times better and specific than mine...
hahha
(1:09 PM) SF07.: haha
show me urs
now!
hehe
(1:09 PM) aiien: thats sweet of u (:
hahah
really really brief
(1:09 PM) SF07.: haha
bah
laju
:P
(1:09 PM) aiien: 1. Surprise Ariff.
2. Get Ariff to go for tonsil removal.
3. Visit Ariff as often as I can. Cook for him(?)
4. Beach with Ariff and the others.

(1:10 PM) aiien: very simple.
(:
(1:10 PM) SF07.: hehehe
(1:10 PM) SF07.: no 2 atu..
err..
hahaha
indaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
(1:10 PM) aiien: no errr
mesti!
(1:10 PM) SF07.: :(
(1:10 PM) aiien: kalau me sekolah cemana me kan visit u?):
cemana me kan antar what i cooked for u?
(1:11 PM) SF07.: visit?
(1:11 PM) aiien: cant i?
(1:11 PM) SF07.: visit kemana?
(1:11 PM) aiien: i cant???
(1:11 PM) SF07.: kemana?
(1:11 PM) aiien: if u're going for the surgery........
(1:11 PM) SF07.: hahaha
owh
hehehe
lol
syg ani..
ofcoz u can lah
(1:11 PM) aiien: apakan
(1:11 PM) SF07.: indakan nda bleh
(1:11 PM) aiien: manatau

Now that really makes me wanna go back home quick. Oh well. Just a few more months to go. April is about to come to an end. Soon it'll be May, almost half through the year. I know I'll have loads of fun in June cause my cousins are coming, and the following month too. The small trip to Paris. (: Not much happening in Aug.. September I'll start schooling at Holland Park Sixth Form School. October, November nothing planned yet... Then it'll be December. Byebye London. Hello Brunei. Getting reunited with the two best babes, Ariff (:, my beloved cousins and my friends. Sigh.. I miss kamu so much. ):
Busy days
Thursday, April 23, 2009 / 10:21 PM
Sigh... I can't help but to miss the busy school days. Reading my friends' blogs, their rants about the overloading schoolwork, complaining about how inhuman teachers are nowadays. Talking about how some teachers are fun when they're funny, and how shocking rumors spread throughout the campus. Okay, maybe i don't know the last bit nowadays, cause its not like they're gonna post something like that for public display... Hmm.. Maybe they would..

Anyway, I just miss it. I miss it when I have my Math homework piling up to mountains higher than the highest peak of Mount Everest. I miss it when I have to balance my time with my 'social life' and my schoolwork. I miss it when i have to wake up early each Friday for my Biology extra classes. I miss it when I have to stay up late in the middle of the night just to finish up assignments that were given weeks in advance, but I just had to choose the night just right before it's due. I miss it when I ask Uncle to stop by at the nearest small shop cause I had to buy top-up cards for my phone. I miss it when I spend my Personal Study time to eat/chat/jalan2 with the girls. I miss it when I sometimes skip Guitar practice cause I thought it wasn't really a proper lesson. I miss it when Madam Sikha goes garang. I miss it when Mr.Singh does that moonwalk dance, the peace-out-dude, and jokes about almost everyone on certain days that is. I miss it when my Bio teacher is so energetic and can sometimes scare me. For my EAS teachers.. you guys are good. (:

I'm dying to go to school!! Just the thought of me going back to Brunei and returning back to the busy-school life is just so exciting!! I may sound like a nerd, but hey, I've had had quite enough of holiday time. I'm practically aching to get my brain to function again, overloading it with tonnes and tonnes of facts. Can't wait, CAN'T WAIT!!!

Enough about that, I'm now currently working on a song. No, I'm not gonna compose one, but that's not a bad idea actually... As soon as I get proper lessons. Okay?;DD Haha. Perasan. Anyway, I'm practising on a certain song. It's for that certain someone.. Yes, you baby. (: I'll do my best to play it nicely. It was suppose to be a surprise, to top off the other one, but he made me tell him. Boo you. >:( I'll post a video when I get that done. Batah pulang lagi tuu. ;DDD

Bah. Tidur tidur. Nights. (:






Buat apa ah... hmm
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 / 10:46 PM
Last night, Ariff asked me what I would usually do after he goes to bed. I told him that i watch 90210 and friends. If I'm in the mood, i'd go blogging. Well, a new thing to add there, playing the keyboard. Yes, I'm not as jobless as I was before now, aren't i? At least, I've got something else to do rather than just going online.

I youtube-d a few songs that I've always wanted to play by my own. 'I hate this part right here' by the PCD looked quite simple, so I gave that a try. Might be a little off, but hey, its not like I've got a coach or something. So Dad saw me fiddling with the keyboard after he came back home.

"Eh awu ah!Baik pulang kau belajar eh, " Dad said as soon as he heard me playing. "Mau?" He added.
I could swear my eyes were shining immediately. ;D I nodded in reply.

A few minutes after that he came back from his & Mom's room.
"Yang mana kau mau?Ia datang kemari atau kau kesana?" He asked.
"Manasaja," I replied. Either way, i don't really mind.

Finally, I've got something useful to do. (: Why didn't this came up before?
These songs
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 / 5:51 PM
Haircut
/ 5:39 PM
I had a haircut yesterday, yes yes, i know, not much of a difference. The hairdresser at Slick! didn't want to take so much length from my head. I specifically asked for a haircut that'll make my face look thin. She suggested soft layers at the front as well as the back. I then asked, whether a fringe would help, she replied that getting a fringe won't do me any good, unless i wanted a fat face. So yes, i waved bye-bye to the look that i originally wanted. Don't blame me, blame genetics for giving me my face shape. I didn't wanna waste money on a look that i know i wouldn't like. Sounds fair, right?Considering that they charge huge greens just for a haircut here. At this one salon, they charged GB50= $ 100-$150 Brunei dollars, i could have gotten my hair straightened with that kind of money! Seriously, the salons here are cccrrrrrrraaaaaazzzzzzzyyyyyyyy!!


I want a new look.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 / 11:02 PM
I apologize for my absence... Been 'busy' with things. But when I think about it, who is there to apologize to? Ahh... My invisible readers, of course.

Anyways, I've been longing for a haircut since... i don't know...
Batah banar jua udah tu ah. Sadly, my 'condition' is in the way. So i'd have to wait for it to dissolve. I've been sticking to my current hairstyle since Form 3, 2005. YEES!!I know, that long!? Fear of changes, I'd say. When I look at myself in the mirror, I see my Form 3 self looking back at me. Wow. Talk about outdated. In my eyes, I'd only see that my current hair works best. But then i start to think, it's getting a tad too boring. The same look for years and years.


That guy.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 5:58 PM
You look cute when you beg. Making me helpless.
McD halal.
Sunday, April 12, 2009 / 12:42 AM
We went to McD halal for lunch today!;DD Located at South Hall. Finally, junk food, at last. Felt like heaven eating it. (:

My red eye is getting better, alhamdulilah. There was this one person who was very "concern" about my state. I just remembered this bit when i was rereading the chat logs.

(3:30 PM) Like my ferrari?: Ui..
(3:30 PM) aiien: yo
(3:31 PM) Like my ferrari?: Npa bngkak matamu?
(3:31 PM) aiien:
hahaha
entah eh
pasal ada somethin kali wah
(3:31 PM) aiien: allergic maybe
(3:32 PM) Like my ferrari?: Atau tliat laki2 tlanjang?
(3:32 PM) aiien: ANTAM!!!!
labih jua eh
(3:32 PM) Like my ferrari?: Manatau..

Aww~Si haziq ingau kan aku.. How sweet... NOT!! ;DD You're the most annoying cousin i know. Yes, you so deserve that title.
One of the people i miss.
Saturday, April 11, 2009 / 10:54 PM

Haha. Aku senyum cali. Oh well. Sigh. I miss you so much. ): It's been too long since i haven't touched that face of yours. Just a few more months... Sabar...

I'm sure you remember this one. Let's go to the beach again next time.
I'm just so in love.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 / 9:53 PM
Sigh.. I feel so in love right now. I'm sorry if you guys think I'm always being mushy, but i can help it. ;D Seriously, its like whenever i think of him, i get that butterflies-in-the-stomach feeling. I usually get over this during the first month in an ordinary one, but this. I really don't know how you do it. With the whole being apart for so far going on. My feelings for you are still so strong. Even stronger than the strongest bond that keeps elements together i dare say, now what was that again? I'm sure its not metallic nor covalent.. Hmm. Gotta check that one up. ;p

Anyhoots~ back to my story. ;D

How could this happen to me?Its like I'm under a spell on which i don't mind being cast under one bit. So so so so so so in lalalalalove. Almost four months of not seeing each other... and it's gonna carry on for another eight, excluding webcam sessions that is. ;D

We're gonna make it through this. Right?(:

I find it amazing how i still feel so attached to you, so in need for you, so in love with you and longing for you. There you go again, making me all mushy writing these stuffs now. Blame him guys, not me. ;DDDD

Like Aunty Suhana would say, "Bahagia ia sudah,"

Yes... I am bahagia, with all my loved ones.
Very bahagia.
I love that word. Bahagia. (:
I love you
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 / 9:51 PM
I yahoo-ed "I love you" in different languages. Two that caught my attention.

Indonesian: Saya mengasihi saudara.
Malay: Saya sayangmu.

Hahhaa. ;D

I think I'll just stick to "I love you".. but I'll make an exception for Spanish & French. I find it sexy. Don't you?
Kew Gardens
/ 9:40 PM
Went to Kew Gardens today. I found it very enjoyable, despite my less-than-healthy condition. My nose was runny, my left eye was irritated and i was having my periods.. Sigh..

We took the tube to get back home. The one that sends us back to Paddington was delayed for 19 mins. We could've taken an alternate route, but that'll take far too many stops here and there. The tube was packed anyway so there's no point of going in. As soon as we arrived at Paddington, we went to Flames grill to order take-away. Before that, there was this guy handing out The London Paper right outside the station, Syah took one. The guy handed me another,but i shooked my head, pointing to Syah's copy. Syah laughed. -_-

Photos from Kew Gardens can be found at my facebook.
Knowing
Monday, April 6, 2009 / 7:09 PM
Saw Knowing today at Odeon Whiteleys. Very disturbing, that movie. But it was fun. Most of the scenes made me jump from my seat. I give it a 7/10. Similar to The Day The Earth Stood Still.
Happy 4th (:
/ 7:03 PM
Happy 4th month anniversary to us! (:

Somehow, I like that photo of you.

I love you, Ariff.

You bring me smiles.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 / 12:35 PM


Haha. The loop-sided figure is supposed to be toast with jam. (:
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