Right, off to bed. Nights. (: Told ja it's just a quickie.
My Mom once told me that I'm selfish angry little girl, and I had to change that. I was about 11 at that time. I have to admit, I was pretty damn self-centered in my younger days. Not caring even a bit about the people around me. I don't know why exactly I was that way. Very different from the very young me. Cheerful and cheeky. But when i started growing up to my tween years things changed. I always had this grim look plastered on my face. Rarely did I ever smile. Only with people that were close to me would I open up, but just ever so slightly. Came secondary school. I was still the girl with the grim look- almost never smiles. Hahaha. Then I learnt that having friends is fun. I started to "care". Felt feelings for my friends, mind you, not the gay type of feelings, but friend-loving ones.
Then I learned to smile. A genuine one. Anyway, my point is, I'm glad I changed. I'm glad I think of people first rather than myself. Most of the times anyway. I am only human after all. (:
The beach. Such a peaceful place with the soft whooshing sounds of the waves. Sweet serenity. The warm sand massaging your feet. The cool breeze gently brushing against your face. The sun's rays falling upon your skin, giving that certain warmth you know you can't get anywhere else. The playful waves which runs up to the shore and back again before you could chase it.Reminds me of EAS. ;DD Good times.
Anyway, chatted with Ariff today. Talked about the beach. (: I would love to do all the things you suggested. Strolling along the shore just like any mushy pair would do. Maybe as a "Welcome Back" thing. Kirai kirai. ;D
Mom told me that my cousin Nuyui'll be coming over in June. Isn't that great? I've missed her oh so much. Its been more than a year since I've last seen her. She went to Japan for a year on some student-exchange thing. She'll be here with her fam, her parents & my five other cousins. Unless Auntie Jean comes along too. And my niece and nephew. Not forgetting their maid and Kaka Mimi's boyfriend.. Wow. Panuh rumah tu eh ;DD
Ah well, i don't mind having relatives staying over. It pleases me a hell lot. Having other humans here. (:
So far, life in London has been okay. I've had better. Also, I now know how hard it is being a housekeeeper. And here, we have to do chores. You've read that right. Your eyes aren't deceiving you!CHORES!Over ;DD Back at home, I helped mom cook out of boredom. But here, its essential that I help. Particularly because I don't go to school... yet and there's nothing better to do. And laundry, thank god I don't have to hang it up with pegs and all those sort here, just twist the dry button, then poof. Nice and clean clothes. (:
Back at home, semua Auntie saja yang buat. Do the cleaning and stuff. Another reason why I can't wait to get back home!It sucks having no maid around!
P/s: I just love to use hyperbole. Again, EAS! Miss it so much.
AND OH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MALL!;D
Love you loads!Have a blast.
After that, we went to Sainbury's basar as Mom calls it. So we were at the cashier paying for the groceries, packing next. Then there was this whoopee cushion laying on top on the plastic bags. Fatin asked, "Who bought that?"
I raised both of my shoulders. So we just left it there. The cashier pointed at the whoopee cushion, telling us to pack it too. Fatin just tossed it into one of the bags. Back in the car, Syah tested it. Suddenly, there was this awful smell coming from the cushion.
"Apakan bebau ani?" Dad asked.
"Tuu yang si syah pigang ah." said Fatin or Mom, couldn't remember.
So it gives out fart sounds & the smell. Lovely. Haha.
And oh. The Model Village is a miniature version of houses. Hence, the huge people.
Love this one. Very green. (:
The church even had songs playing. You can just hear them faintly singing inside.
Just wanted to show how small the buildings were.
See the green pipe there? It had a small opening at the top, similar to a piggy bank's coin hole, where you can donate to charity. (:
Swindon's Designers Outlet. The inside bit, a small part of it anyway.
Today i made fairy cakes. Made the batter and icing by my own. Hahha. Sekadar. Mom topped the fairy cakes.Ariff's going back home today. (:
I want one when i get back home! Haven't told my parents about this yet.. But hamsters are just oh-so-cute!!;D
You guys came to my place to surprise me. (': Was very unexpected. Loved it. Watched Bring it on 3 later that night with pizza. (:
Last Raya. .jpg)
Not sure when this was exactly. But it was last year, Annie came by. (:
Syikin & I, at one of Nini's Tahlil Nights..jpg)
Last Raya, Batrisya & I. (: A very cheeky girl..jpg)
At Syikin's place, Raya..jpg)
Amal & I, again, at one of Nini's Tahlil Nights. Taken from her blurg. (:
I WANT THESE!!!
Haven't had a proper one.. ): ever. Sigh. When i do get my permit... ;DD
Dim sum~always went out for these on weekends. ): Sia-siapun.
Char Kway Teow. *drools* 
Annie's Beach Birthday Party. From left: Sanol, Me, Bday babe, Khai & Adi."I'll keep this fire burning,"
Sorry i was moody baby. ):
Anyways, Fatin bought the red nose thingy. Haha. Imagine having your real nose swollen up to that size, and it even has a face! ;DDHmm. What else do i have to blog about...
Oh yeahh. I've got a new wishlist. Haha!Jobless banar tah ku tu.
- Lomos. Holga & Diana ;D Dad's gonna buy a SLR soon. So thats marked off of the prev list. Eventhough it's not mine...*sniffs*
- High-length boots. But i guess that'll be a waste if i were to bring them back home... i wouldn't wear them there.. Ahhh~who cares. Aku mau jua. ;D
- Shirts from Truffleshuffle.
- A Tarina Tarantino handbag. Yes... just one.. Mahal tapi lawa ): Don't know if that could be ever ticked off...
Made a White Truffle cake today ;DD with my mom's help. Didnt look much like the picture since the topping was too runny. Oh well, it was a first try on that recipe.
So far apart in distance, but yet, we're still together and going strong. Yayy us!*claps London Tipton style*
Who is your partner?
♥Ariff
How long have you been together?
♥ Three months and it won’t stop there.
Dating/Engaged/Married?
♥ Dating.
How old is your partner?
♥ 25 this year(:
What's his middle name?
♥ Yusri
YOU OR YOUR PARTNER?
Who eats more?
♥ Err.. Not sure. Both?Haha.
Who said "I love you" first?
♥ Doesn’t matter now, does it?
Who weighs more?
♥ Him. He’s able to carry me, and I’m pretty heavy. Hahha. I miss you carrying me in your arms. )’:
Who sings better?
♥ Him, obviously. Sang Mrs.Officer in his car. (:
Who's Older?
♥ Him.
Who's smarter?
♥ In our own fields. (:
Who's temper is worse?
♥ I think… okay.. that’s hard. Me, I guess.
Who's hair is longer?
♥ Mine. For sure. But if he wears a wig...
Who's better with the computer?
♥ Him.
Who's the most stubborn?
♥ Both of us. Haha.
Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
♥ Me. Kali.
Who kissed who first?
♥ Haha.
Who asked who out?
♥ Hmm. I think it was him.. or am I wrong?
Who's more sensitive?
♥ Me?
Who's taller?
♥ Him. (:
Who has more friends?
♥ I’m not really a people’s person. So, its him.
Who has more siblings?
♥ Both of us have two other sibs besides ourselves.
RANDOM QUESTIONS
How long do you plan on being with this person?
♥ For as long as I live..
Are you completely happy with the person you're with?
♥ I couldn’t be anymore happier. (:
Would you say you are in love?
♥ The real one.
Who said it first?
♥ Why does it matter?Haha
Have you ever told someone you were in love when you weren't?
♥ No.
What made you fall in love with your partner?
♥ Everything about him. (:
What is this person best quality or trait?
♥ Very loving & funny. He's like my everything. Haha. He's a boyfriend who can morph himself into almost anything. He once said, he'd join me to do my girly things. Hahaha! A seriously funny joker the next. &Oh!Recently, an indonesian boyfriend.
What does this person do for a living?
♥ He’s doing alotta things right now.
Do you or your partner have children?
♥ No.
If yes, from your current partner or a previous relationship?-
♥ Haha. I have none.
If no, do you want to have children with the person you're with now?
♥ I think, he loves kids.
Do your friends like your partner?
♥ Yeap (: kana restui sudah.
Does anyone around you NOT support the relationship?
♥ None that I know about. But I hope there’s none. Oh wait..
Have your parents met your partner?
♥ Not yet.
If yes, what do they think of him/her?
♥ Not yet bahh. But I do hope they’ll approve. Wait, I know. (:
What makes you stay with your partner?
♥ Cause I’m deeply in love with him. He’s way too precious for me to let go. In short, he’s everything that I want & need.
What does he or she do that you don't like?
♥ Nothing. Honestly.
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
♥ I’m not the type who’d go for serious ones. But this one’s different. I’m definitely happier being in a relationship with Ariff.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
♥ I believe so. Cause he said that’s the reason he’s still with me. (:
Have you and your partner ever broken up and gotten back together?
♥ No & we’ll never go through that kind of thing.
Ever been given an engagement ring?
♥ Neah.
Do you want to get married?
♥ Haha. In the future, with Ariff, of course. ;DD
Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
♥ ;DD
Would you ever leave the person you are with?
Never. Now that I’ve got him, I’m staying and so is he.
I'll make an exception for Ariff though. (:
Ariff's flying off to Bangkok this friday the 6th, and on our 3rd month anni too.. ): then again, its not like there's any difference if he was to be in Brunei, right? He'll be back by the 11th. I remember asking him whether he would mind if i were to throw him a surprise when i come back. He said why would he. Which is kinda true. Probably weird, asking permission for a surprise. Just wanted to be safe. (:
It's so fun messing with him. He's the type of guy who won't rest until he get what he wants... or somewhere between those lines. Anyway, he kept on asking me to drop little hints or even tell him the surprise. What good is a surprise if its not a surprise? Then it wouldn't be a surprise. Just a plain-boring-oh-okay. I almost let slip about it one night, he kept asking tricky questions at which if i answered, gave him the whole idea of the thing. Had to think over what i had to say next. Hahaa. Seriously, that guy never gives up. That's the fun part! Hahaha. ;D
Pretty sure his anticipation for the surprise will wear off, cause it'll happen in dec. Still a long way to go. By then he'd be totally gobsmacked.... i hope. Just can't wait to see the look on his face when it DOES happen. Okay, enough bout that.
Readers beware, the following may be unsuitable for non-mushy individuals.
You know what i love about being in a relationship? Its that certain feeling.. Can't really find the right words to describe it. A good one, obviously. Haha. Honestly, i've never felt this way for a guy before. Sure, i have loved before, but it either fades or changes to something else.
This one's different from the rest, i can tell. Being with him just feels so right. And to think that i wasn't the type who'd go for a serious one. He was able to change that, that's really something for me. I don't think i'd ever replace him for another, i wouldn't even dream of it. He's everything that i want and need, all in one. (:
Eventhough we're 7232 miles apart, based on his research, we're still going strong. Thanks to tech. We're closer than ever, methaphorically, of course. ;D I miss you, and i know you miss me too. There's no one else i'd rather be other than Ariff. Just the thought of him draws a huge smile on my face. I'm so lucky to have you baby (:
I really do believe that we could make this work. We promised each other, right?(:
Dad asked us where we wanted to go for summer holidays.
"Paris," Mom said.
"The ones in UK first please," Dad replied.
"Aku mau liat Eiffel Tower," wailed Syah.
"France bah!France!" Fatin yelled.
"Home," I muttered.
So 3 votes for Paris. (: I guess that's okay. Never been to Paris before.
