My mom started packing today. Just the stuffs that we're gonna put in the trunks. Another 7 more weeks. I can barely wait. You know what? I'm nervous. Haha. Nervous? Why you might ask. Well, getting reunited with you guys. Don't get me wrong, I'm really superbly excited but at the same time, I'm nervous. Haha. Silly, I know.
Hmm.. What else? I've got next Monday. Did I mention I'm on holiday this week? It's for the half-term. It's almost over now. I changed my mind about quitting school early. I'm gonna stop on the very day I really must quit instead. I'm so looking forward to December. Surely, it would shine most out of the rest this year. (:
"I'm sick and tired of not being around you and I'm sick and tired of not seeing your face," Long distance relationship, Asia Cruise.
I can't express how much I'm anticipating for December, seriously. ;DD Sigh.. I can't believe I'm coming home soon. Makes me wanna scream my lungs out!!I could see my girls again!My baby!My Grandma!My cousins!
I just felt like blogging tonight. Bare with all the out-of-the-blues musings. (:
Anyway, thanks for making me smile today baby. Really turned my day around. *huggss* I'd give you a massive hug if I was around you at this moment. It's true what they say about distance, it does make what you have twice as strong. (: Right sayang?
Ironically, the faster I feel time's passing by, it's still slow. Get me?Then again, I'm probably looking at the calendar too often. Haha. ;D
It's gonna be your birthday soon baby. Sorry I can't be there. I'm sorry to Khai too, not being able to be there for your surprise. ): Next year?((:
Wait for me sayang.. Just a little while longer.. (:
"Although we're miles apart, I'll love you still," - As long as you'll wait for me, Passion.
I miss you Ariff.
Sayang, do you know how much I love you?(: You're still asleep. How I wish I could hug you all day and nevet let go. You know I miss you, right? I just can't wait to get back home.
10 months. (:
Happy 10 month anniversary sayang (:
2 more months.
I love you.
I'm supposed to be doing my homework right now. But I have this sudden urge to blog. So, I am now blogging. Talk about being obvious.
I have no idea how to start this. So here goes.
I love my "busy" school life. Its just so electrifying. And yes, I do complain sometimes, but all in all, I'm loving it. It keeps me... well, busy!:D In Brunei, I'd delay all of my homework till the very last minute, but here, I don't usually do it that often. Only when I'm really really lazy. Another thing I realized going to school here is that, reading out aloud, giving out speeches to the class, voicing out your own thoughts and doing presentations is not as nerve-raking compared to when I was in Brunei. Funny how things work. Take for example, last week, in Philosophy class. Mr Robson happened to pull out my name, randomly, from his bundle of ice-cream sticks which he wrote all of his students' name on each one. He asked me what I thought the author was trying to portray in the article we just read. It was about a world where they conceal a little boy in a dirty basement who, in their eyes, is not as perfect as them. The world in which they live in, is described as the perfect world where people know not of pain. The little boy was not known of publicly. So I answered that a world that perfect, cannot exist and without the right balance of good and evil makes it look more unrealistic. I thought that that was wrong and completely out of line. But surprisingly, he said that it was an interesting point of view and that he had not thought of that before. What I'm trying to say is that, its fun having your views taken like that. In my opinion, it encourages healthy interaction. And what you have in mind doesn't just go on paper, but instead, it opens up more doors of judgment to other people who has different opinions on that certain matter.
It's just stirring. (: I'm feel so felicitous to have been given that ability to think again!In educational terms, I mean. I hate feeling stupid. So I just can not express how much I love having that "my-brains-are-like-gears-in-motion" kind of feeling. Get me?
Math here, has changed my way of seeing it in general. I just couldn't believe how Math is compelling, especially now. How I wished I paid attention in Mr.Singh's class back home, I could've taken Math AS last year. Sigh.
I talk too much about my subjects. Isn't it annoying?
Okay. Social life then. It's okay here, so far. Made a few friends. I can't complain. (: It's easy once you get to know people. Another thing I've learned, being arrogant won't get you anywhere. Not saying I am arrogant. But yeah, my people skills are not quite as polished as some of the social butterflies at home. I do try to be friendly without being "in-your-face". (:
Still adapting but it's okay so far. Less than 3 months till I get back. ((: 2 months & a half actually. So excited!