Her life

Last, maybe.

Sunday, November 30, 2008 / 1:49 PM

This may be the last post that i'm posting before my transition. The e-speed's gonna be cut off soon. So might as well post one last one. I won't be posting any entries 'till next year.

I'm pretty sure that by next year, my blog's gonna be more "interesting". (:

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I can't believe that i've just got about 1 month 'till the 3rd of Jan. Sighh. Might as well make the best out of it. So basically, this december, it'll be all about spending time with my loved ones. I've mentioned that before, haven't i?Oh well.

School: I haven't return my Math textbooks, last time i went to school, i couldn't find Mr.Singh in the Maths Department. I just hope that he's still in Brunei, if he isn't, well, that'll be a problem, wouldn't it?

Home: The kitchen looks 1/4 empty. The fridge before, was once fully covered with magnets, now, empty.

Random much?

Today i went to my old friend's wedding. I call her Kaka Siti. She's 20ishh by the way. We first met when i was about 5 or 6 maybe. I'm not really sure. She's really pretty with a warm-heart to match. We were really close then. We rarely got to see each other after i moved to Berakas. Masa raya saja, kalau ke tutong. Too bad i didnt get to have a chat with her tadi. She was, after all, the gorgeous bride.(:

When i saw her fiancee, now husband, i was awed by how perfect they looked with each other. And their pelaminan was oh-so-lawa.

random

/ 1:26 PM

Riss, the fly dude(?)

Me buddeh Boh-bubble-butt(:

Joleen & I.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 / 8:00 PM

From the left:Hui Eing, Amalina Myself & Aimee.

From the left: Myself, Aimee, Dilah, Mai, Nina & Dayat.

Aimee & I.

Fai, Myself & Seri.

byebye

/ 1:24 AM

Today was my second last day in MD. So i brought along the cam. To capture the few last moments i'll have with my friends. Hahaha. I kept on halting my friends who were passing by just for a picture or two, with Aimee as the ocassional photographer. ~~I'll upload the photos real soon (:~~

Anyways, my dad just came home from Peru & Hawaii. He just bought a few trinkets since he hasn't have much time on leisure seeing that it's work-related. I love the Macadamian chocolate nuts that he bought. So nyaman ;D

O.M.G

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 / 7:06 AM

OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMGGG!
i'm gaining weight. )':

rainy tuesday

/ 6:37 AM

Today we had an urgent assembly about the ttransfer to Pusat Tingkatan Enam Katok. It ended with a slideshow & soppy songs. That happened at 11ish. Before that, i had my eas, class was cancelled so we were free to do anything we wanted. Soooo, Dayat, Dil, Aimee & i played MUSICAL CHAIRS! Hahaha. It was Aimee's idea. They took turns maning the song. It was fun. Enough to make my troubles go away. It was hilarious to watch Aimee & Dayat fighting over for the seat. Hahaha. Sigh. Too bad the rest had lessons.

I'm craving for TAKOYAKIS!

On thursday tah saja bali with the girls. We're planning to go out after lunch time(:

Things to do, school related:

Return all textbooks.
Take photos with classmates in every block. If possible.
Go out with the girls, for the first time.
Get leaving cert.
Bid goodbye to MD. :(

My not-so-typical monday

/ 2:07 AM

I woke up late today!! Hahaha. I've gotta give Mr.A credit for that since he helped. (; Anyhoots, I jumped outta bed at exactly 6:30 am. Had a less than necessary long shower after that. I then rushed to put my uniform on. I stormed down the stairs muttering angrily to myself. I looked outside & saw that there was NO sight of the car & my uncle! Ugh. That didn't help things. As soon as he came back from dropping off my baby sis, i hopped right in, slamming the door as loud as i could. Marah sudah tu.

I walked briskly to my homeroom when i reached school. Phew! Made it. Lucky my teacher isn't the ones who are strict on punctuality. After all that, i had my lessons, as usual.

Soon came ps. Yayy! I've been anticipating for it all day! Particularly because the girls & i agreed to bring food today. Aimee brought pasta, OMG! Nyamann~!Love love love love love it!!! Too bad i was already full after several helpings, or else i would've eaten the whole thing. Hahaha. Dil, Dayat, Nina & i brought snackies. Mai gave us a taste of her home-made cookies. So delish! It's the type which melts in your mouth. *drools*

After a few moments of vaining, they sang "Happy Birthday" all of the sudden. Hahaha. Aku bangang. Mengapa durang nyanyi ani kan? Then Aimee said, advance. Baru i get it. Hahaha. That's sweet of them. Seriously. I got to "celebrate" my first advanced 17th birthday with them!!!=D

They then handed me birthday cards. Nina even gave me a gift. A jar filled with stars. The cards mean a lot. Hahaha. I even cried, thinking of how much i'd miss them, my days won't ever be the same without them. Priceless gems (: more pics to be uploaded soon.

From the left; Nina(my victim), Mai(andy (:), Dilah(yang suka the cute guy) , Aimee(sometimes hyper but loadsa fun, partner in crime in my case, when it comes to bullying Nina), Dayat(Aimee's & Ain's new profound love, Aimee & i share her xD) & lastly, me. (:

nu hair

Monday, November 24, 2008 / 3:55 AM

I got my hair straightened (: looks weird.

i'm not feeling that good

Sunday, November 23, 2008 / 7:00 AM

He's contagious. I'm infected. My world's spinning round & round.

He's sick. I'm not feeling good.

Cancel plans for sunday?=s

sing me that lalala

Friday, November 21, 2008 / 11:43 AM

Had fun today (: except for the part where my cousin got busted, leaving Annie alone to watch Madagascar 2 & going back home waaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy too soon.

If it weren't for my sibs, i wouldn't have gone home that soon, but oh well, at least i got to hang out with my bestfies, cuzzies & Misterrrrayeee!(; Kasian Mr.A, he's sick, but yet he still came. Get well soon love.

Unfortunately, i have no photos to upload tonight. When Annie wanted to take a picture of me & Mr.A, habis battery. Hahaha! The cam doesn't like you, Annie said.

Now, i'm currently doing my bio research for our presentation on monday. Sheeesh. Aher aher pun. Hahaha. Baik pulang aku beranti sekolah ne ehh. Nda jua payah buat!! Hahaha. Malas.

I'm thinking of handing in my leaving letter, or whatever you call it, on wednesday. I haven't asked about the whole procedure, maybe tommorow. Get everything sorted out & return my books.

blah

Thursday, November 20, 2008 / 10:04 AM

B-O-R-E-D!
B-O-R-E-D!
B-O-R-E-D!
B-O-R-E-D!
B-O-R-E-D!
B-O-R-E-D!

one fact

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 / 1:32 PM

Oh i just remembered. I got dumped. Yesterday night to be precise. Mr.A says its not a big deal, seeing that my bond with the boyfriend wasn't really holding up too well lately. Yeah... agreed. I'm done with it. I thought it was hard. I thought i would be depressed if i ever were to part with him. Ashamed as i am to admit, i didn't feel anything when i received his break-up text. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Thanks for making it worthwhile.

Salon part i

/ 11:35 AM

Today, i went to Katty Chai in at Hua ho Mall in Tanjung Bunut. To accompany my baby sister for her hair perm. The whole procedure took 3++ hours. I was left smeared with the streaks of boredom. Fortunately, Mr.A came by. (: Totally made my day.

Haha. Got bored. So why not take shots..

See my hand, always ready to pinch him whenever necessary.

This one cali (:

Mr. A's saying, "wassuuupppp" Hahaha xD

These are yesterday's photos.

pun!pun!pun!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 / 10:10 AM

I escaped today!Woohooo!!
For eas & maths pulang ganya tuu, but still, it's a major step for me! Weeeeeeeee! Hahaha. I sound like a goody-goody kan rebel, kan?Whatever.

Anyway, Mr.A came by at around 9.50+. We then headed to his house to watch wall-e. Went back home at around 3ish.

Annie came before i did. Kami did cakap2, gossiping, "main" guitar & main2 outdoors. Haha. Apakan. Oh well, i miss her company. Planning to go out on friday & sunday. But yeah, we'll see how it goes.

~~Photos to be uploaded laterrrrrr. I gotta head to tha salon to dgnkan my adik & maybe get my hair straighten tonight.~~

I just got back from Tanjung Bunut. My sis & i had to postpone our hair makeover to this coming sunday since no salon was up for it, seeing that it was already late. Anywaysss, you're maybe wondering on the sudden decision to do my locks. Well, my baby sis wanted to perm her hair, she's been nagging since the start of November. My parents soon agreed, after we saw what happened to Mom. Mom & Dad went to Gdg last friday. They went there around 4ish & came back at night. My Dad came up & said, "Cuba kamu liat rambut mama mu,"

Sudah di liat~~. Hahaha. She had her hair permed & highlighted. My baby sis started fuming upon seeing my Mom's hair. Which brings us to tadi ptg. I was sitting down in the kitchen, eating my potato salad when my parents came in. Dad just came home.

Mom: Si babyshah mau kerinting kan rambutnya malam ani tu.

Dad: Bah, lakas tah. Krg aherr.

Mom: Fatin?

Dad: Ia mau jua?

Mom: Nda, tunggu ia dtg dulu.

Dad: Bah. Anne mau curl jua?

Me: *geleng-geleng*

Mom: Kau mana dapat curly tuu, rambut mu andang curly.

Me: Kalau straight kan boleh ma?

Dad: Kalau kan usai, agatah. Jgn masa last minute.

Mom: Bah, manasaja kau. Malam ani jua?

Me: Manasaja.

So yeahh, antam saja tia. I hate having to iron my hair everytime i wanna go out. Sama jua nda tantu eh. Might as well get it straight.

I like the photo above, Annie riding a bicycle. Mcm kana edit.

cut the junk

Monday, November 17, 2008 / 10:42 AM

I AM OFFICIALLY CUTTING DOWN JUNK!

Yes, i just realized that i need a break from all the junk.. so this means goodbye to chocolates, candies, bubblegums, McD, Kfc, DQ & etc - at least for now. I'm going organic. Hahaha. Does that even make any sense? Manasaja tah. The point is, no more junkies for me. I just hope i can restrain myself. =s

So here's my plan, i'll go easy on myself first. 1 week without any junk. Just healthy carb, fruits & crunchy veggies, non-leafy please. If that goes well, i'll try 2 weeks & so on. With effect from this wednesday.xD Hahaha. Gotta give myself time to devour my faves before i say buhbye. Kan~~~?

Enough about that. I've got my last paper tommorow! Yayyyys!=D Amin tah senang. I've got Biology 2 in the morning. & after that, i'm frrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Sorta.

Gonna spend my afternoon with Mr.A tommorow. See him. Get my math book back & hopefully start on my assignments.

Can't wait to go out with all of my friends. Belum tau when but i'd really love to hang out with each & every one of them seeing that i've got limited time. Esp my babes. God. I miss them so much. =\\ i wanna give them sloppy kisses & bear hugs. Hahaha!

Mr.A, do the hand thing.(:

tahlil

Sunday, November 16, 2008 / 12:02 PM

This lil' guy is Muqree. He's cute, isn't he? Makes you wanna take him home.

Went to my grannies for tahlil today (: Don't mind the photos without tudong. That was when i was at my granny on my mom's side. The tahlil, was at my dad's side. Didn't get to take pictures with my cuzzies tho.

field trip

/ 1:00 AM

I wasn't totally excited about the field trip since we're doing our work on land, not in water. Oh well, i still did it anyway. So right after registration, Hui Eing & I went down the corridor to wait for the others, we then headed downstairs & to the dining hall. Lemme spare the boring details.
We reached the site soon after the short ride. Next, we went up the first slope near the stream and started measuring the area that we were supposed to investigate. It was scorching HOT! Despite the shade that the trees provided. We ended our research at around 10. We later started to work on our presentation. I did the drawings of the insects along with Rasyikah. While the others drew graphs & wrote small descriptions of the area.

We had our lunch next, followed by a short session of photo snapping. ~~Will update the photos soon.~~

Went home at around 2++. Note: I am in none of the photos uploaded.

i feel so useless

Saturday, November 15, 2008 / 9:22 AM

It bothers me a hell lot that I'm not legal yet. Eishhh! Khai's currently getting her license, then it'll be Duratul next april. Then akuuuuuu~~~~~?!!! In Feb 2010!!?Apa tuuu? Hmppfff! Gahhhhh! Hahaha! I'm going mental here. Fudge.

If i was to be auction, hahaha.

Friday, November 14, 2008 / 10:00 PM

Would you still buy me, Syad?

his insecurity

/ 1:13 PM

What does it take for me to make you feel secure, Mr.A?

all i wanna do in this life time, is make you mine

/ 4:39 AM

All I want to do is stand close to you

Be by your side

All I want to do is make the world revolve

Around you and I

What I would give up

What I would go through

To get it right

All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine

My secret's out

It's been hidden in my heart

That's over nowI want everyone to know I found it all

You're the everything

I've never had

And baby I got it bad

Haha. I've got nothing to post about. Might as well post lyrics.

a day with Mr.A

Monday, November 10, 2008 / 11:01 AM

Was so much fun today (:

Definitely worth remembering.

sighh.

Saturday, November 8, 2008 / 11:16 AM

When it all starts to be perfect, that's when it goes. Bit by bit. Mr.A told me that. I gotta agree with that one right there. Why, one may ask. Well, let's just say, life's not fair. Just when i was about to get used to being in MD, next thing i know,POOF! I'm gonna be shipped off to nowhere. I talked to the girls tadi. My god.. I'm gonna miss them, they made my days in MD worthwhile, considering that my bestfriends are in PTE. I'll definitely gonna miss my bestfriends the most. Aside from them, i'm gonna miss bullying Nina with Aimee. I'm gonna miss laughing with them all. I'm gonna miss everything about them!)':

I hated MD. I wished that it'll somehow breakdown into bits of nothing. But then i met Aimee, followed by the rest, Nina, Dayat, Mai & Dilah.(: They crack me up, most of the times. I started to look forward to school. That's a big change, right?? Tapiii... hmpf. THIS IS JUST NOT FAIR!!

Sighh.. i'll just cherish the moments that we had had together. I won't forget you guys. That's a promise.

Okay, i'm trying my best not to be all soppy, as much as i want to. This one certain guy helped me a lot, to forget that i'm actually depressed. Thank you Mr.A.(:

Mr.A puts a smile on my face.

Mr.A has never made me frown....yet.

Mr.A is very charming.

Mr.A is really baik.

Mr.A is veryyyyyyyyyyy generous when it comes to compliments,

but Mr.A is not a sweet-talker, i know.(:

Mr.A likes the colour black.

Mr.A plays the drums & guitar. A plus. ;)

Mr.A just had his birthday.

Mr.A is definitely gonna read this.

Random... Oh well, just wanted to post a few things about Mr.A. Hahaha. Don't mind how i present it.

Mr.A, the charming guy

Friday, November 7, 2008 / 11:41 AM

Happy 24th Birthday Mr.A (:

jobless.

Saturday, November 1, 2008 / 10:27 AM

From left; Amal, Syikin, Eyul & Fatin.

Myself & Amal (:

Eyul on the phone with siapa kah tuuu.

As before (:

Random photos.

Mall, the other photos next time i'll upload them, kays?(: Belum transfer.

i can pig out as much as i want.

/ 6:04 AM

Around 1.23pm today, i stepped into Ideal in Gadong. Right after i had my last lesson. So there i was, ordering my cravings. As soon as it came, i went back to the car. Heading home. At the junction between where-i-dont-know exactly;but its before the bit when you're about to head into the parking lot of mall, there was quite a long queue, so the car eventually had to wait lah. There was this white vios infront of the car, in it, were five guys. I was happily munching of my french fries, but i noticed that of one the guys in the car was staring at me. So i stopped eating. I don't know why. Could you say its instinct? Hahaha. Entah ehhhh~ But heck, i was annoyed, because he didnt stop! Didnt your mother told you that it was rude to stare????

And there was this jerk yang duduk didapan, when their car limpas sudah pun kan liat2 maseh. What's your problem?? Ugghh. Sekadar, maybe. But hey! I was hungry! The food at school ~~sucks~~ is not to my liking, so what to do??